"I got used to living without you. Endless phone calls and dreaming about you. Always said that you were my man to be. But I guess I was in love with your memory"
The Veronicas

I tried.

The sweetest thing you could ever say for
a failed relationship.

Who am I

I am not confident

I know i am smart, but not in the ways that count

I read people much better than books but i never have the words to explain my findings

I am only as funny as i feel

and i don't think i'm pretty

I sometimes walk with my head down

My posture is terrible

I think horrible things about people and I let my emotions get the best of me

I’m really not as nice as I’d like to be

Or as innocent as you’d think I am

I am a perfectionist

I am a contradiction to everything I want to stand for

I am really no good at all, on my own

But ia am analytical with myself

And I don’t understand how anyone could be cocky

Or proud when they are aware of all the disgusting things

That they think and do, but no one knows

We’re all broken enough to be humble

For Brit

I guess I lost my breath again. It seems that time has over slept. And so am I the one that helped you out. The one you used to talk about. And said you cared for what I'd have to say. So just drink away the lies you've spilt. The bridges burned but never filled. Cause this will never end. And those times were buried in the past, and who were we to think they'd last cus, I just lost a friend. So wake up he said I never left. I'm here he said. But if you here then how come we don't see you anymore. There is no way that we left you. Cause were the ones that tried so hard to make you see that this was all for you. We'll miss seeing you at all these shows. Reciting words from the front row.Faces fade, but memories they'll stay. And I smile at the photographs of endless nights and endless laughs there's nothing else to say.

Hey look,I'm back!

BACK ON THE PLANET!

JUST BEEN MAKING BEATS, AND BUSY WITH LIFE SHIT.
YEAH I'M NOT DEAD! LOL

I want it so damn much

Sour Sally with toppings ---> Kiwi, Strawberry, Mochi and Lychee

or......

J.cool

hmmmm Yummeh!

kalo sekarang cuman bisa ngebayangin doang deh uhuk uhuk tapi emang kalo lagi puasa gini paling enak ya nge-gogling makanan2 enak wakakaka........... ergh but now my tummy is making voices again, it's screaming like a concert HAAA I'M STARVING! what the hell-,- adzan maghrib masih lama bell fufufu

Doing Just Fine

This song is really inpiring me, and this is for you...................:'(

there was a time when i thought life was over and out
when you went away from me, my dying heart made me hard to breathe
would sit in my room, because i didn' t want have to go out
and see you walking by one look and it break right down and cry
now you see that you made a big mistake
never meant to take our loves away
but you can save our apologies, cause it may seem hard to believe

but im doing just fine, getting along very well without you in my life
im doing just fine, time made me stronger in our longer on my mind

youre my earth, my number one priority i give my love to only you
anything you' d asking me i would do
but somewhere on the road
you felt a change in the weather and told me that you had a journey on
a kiss in the wind than your love was gone

now you say you never mean to play your games
boy dont you know is far to late
because you let our love just full apart
you no longer have my heart

when you said goodbye, i felt so all alone
there was time tonight i couldnt sleep
my heart was so much to weal to make it on baby
after all the misery and pain you put me through
so unfair to me boy your no longer my world and i aint missing you at all
see baby when you walk away you didnt think it would end up this way
but i knew you' d come around someday just as sure as my name is

jam berapa sekarang?
di laptop gue sih jam 1.11 pagi!
kok masih bangun? gak tidur?
gak akan bisa tidur!
kenapa?
gua lagi nunggu yap gua nungguin lo!
sepenting itukah?
idk..........pokonya gua tunggu lo. haaaah berasa di aduk aduk ni rasanya, lama lama kayak es campur juga (ngelucu-_- tapi serius, gue gak pernah ngerasain begini nih, so deep men


*maaf ya udah lama banget gak posting, sekalinya posting malah gak jelas gini, bye.

P-A

What if I loved you, and I gave it my all?
What if I told you, you're all I've waited for?
What if I held you tonight, and I made you feel so right?
What if I told you tonight, I want to love you for the rest of your life?
What if I loved you, would you always be mine?